Hard Days

Every day is different. Yesterday and the day before was a good day. I actually made it through them without crying. Today on the other hand, has been very hard. A lot of unanswered questions...

Dealing with the inner demons

Every day I am learning more and more about myself... who I really am... what makes me tick... and so much more. I literally found myself laughing through my tears last night, realizing how physical pain can rarely bring a tear to my eyes while emotional and mental pain can cause me to sob uncontrollably. Sometimes I think about when I was a little girl, and ALL the things I went through. I know I am a strong person inside. I know that I can overcome the things that are holding me back in life... I just need to dig deep within me, and pull out my strength, my courage, my power. I need to face these demons head on and show them who is boss.

Home

This is it... what I want my house to look like. Now, my son may not agree...but I think it would be a perfect place to live. My daughter would love it as well. *meows happily*

Tori

Damn...I love Tori Amos. She is so beautiful, powerful, and her songs touch a special place in my heart. This song makes me think of change... things that are happening in my life right now.

Somewhere new *grins*

I ran across this site looking at someone's profile on a site a visit frequently. Looks like something I might enjoy, so here I am. Looks like a place to post things about my life, my thoughts, ramblings and the sort. This is a time in my life when a lot of changes are occurring. But changes are good. Without change, we would not learn... would not grow... Without change, there would be no butterflies.